it's not that i don't want to take them up on site specific installations, charity sculpture challenges, etc etc it's just there isn't room in my head to form up what I am supposed to be doing. I guess it is like schoolkids doing GCSE continuous assessment, you never know when you are finished. Give me a 3 hour exam any day. No i don't mean that, never again, i laid down my last exam paper some years back and swore I would never do that again.Exploring the concept of the older woman....................in paint and clay. This isn't a self portrait, tho in some ways it could be as I do find this whole studying thing very tiring, and feel over whelmed, no way I could do full time, too old. I should learn to Salute the Sun each morning instead of turning 6 Music up very loud and banging my fist. I think quite a lot of the students feel the pressure, which is not what one expects really, especially on a Fine Arts course. Should be a doddle, but somehow the tutors just laconically throw out endless ideas and projects and look surprised when we blanch,.